No, seriously, I mean it this time. I'm so fucking pissed off now you wouldn't believe. Let me tell all you fuckheads something:
Soooo, about an hour ago I received a message from a friend of mine. She told me that she had received tonight an sms, which was in Finnish so I'm not gonna bother to post it here, although I have it. In a nutshell it said that the sender is not sure if this is the right person, but that if it is she should know that she was called whore-ish looking in my blog. Actually fuck it, I'll post the actual message, some of you are bound to be Finns anyway, and probably the asshole who wrote this reads this blog entry as well:
"En oo ihan varma ootko oikea henkilö tai onko oikea numero, mutta jos olet se tyttö joka oli Janin seurassa On the rockissa ja Pub adjutantissa niin ajattelin että sun pitäisi tietää että sua sanottiin huorahtavan näköiseksi Janin blogissa."
First of all, the actual comment where someone, surprisingly enough anonymously, made the comment in question had somehow gone unnoticed by me. I try to read all of them, but I sometimes miss some as I might be busy and not have time to go through them on a regular basis. The comment in itself was pretty fucking moronic, saying that this friend of mine looks "whore-ish and looked like not a nice person". I mean, how the fuck do you draw these conclusions about someone not being a nice person just by how they look???
If I saw this comment back when it was written (8th of June) I probably still would not have erased it, as it is so fucking dumb it just makes the writer look like a total retard, which he/she (most likely she, I have a hard time seeing a guy writing such a comment) apparently is.
What bothers me even more, actually WAY more than the idiotic comment left in this blog is the fact that someone actually went through the effort of finding out what my friend's name is and then figuring out her phone number and texting her anonymously (it doesn't show any number, I guess it was sent from the internet. Rest assured if there was a number I would've called it already). Why the fuck would you do that? Why are you FUCKERS harassing people I know now? I've always been very strict about keeping my personal life and my professional side separate, and I consider this a breach of that line. Only once before have I addressed anything like this publicly before, which was when my girlfriend at the time was being called a whore and whatnot on a "fan site" or whatever the fuck it was.
You might think I'm over-reacting here, but put yourself in my shoes for a while. It's nice that even being somehow associated with me can get my friends receive weird messages from total strangers, and of course getting them called whores or such. Having to deal with just me is probably a downside enough, I don't think there should be any additional baggage that comes with it. You can hate me as much as you want and write all the shit you want, as long as it's ABOUT ME. When you start bringing other people in who have never done anything to deserve it and who you don't even fucking know, that's when I get pissed. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE???
BTW, as I'm pretty sure the person who wrote the sms is reading this, my friend's reaction was "What am I supposed to do with this information? Why should I care?". Could've probably written that to you herself, if you just had the balls to send a message that could actually be answered.
This is again one of those nights when I just want to watch the world burn and drown in its own feces.
One last thing: I know that most of you people out there are nice, wonderful people, my hate is not directed at you. I am just way too pissed at the moment to moderate myself. I'll go and have a cigarette and a drink now and try to hit the hay after my blood pressure comes down to its normal level. Tomorrow I'll continue with the backing vocals.
Over and out.
